Kali is the destroyer. She burns everything so that new stuff can grow. This is Kali-Compassion:
You are not a banjo master, and you're not getting any closer to fine. Please consider the following: 1). I truly admire your effort. 2). You are beautiful and divine and clever and creative but music is just not your language. 3). I can't think when you try and 4). The woman downstairs hates both of us because of your 'calling'.
Admit it, it's not fair to subject your family and neighbours to the pain of your steep learning curves. I'm sorry to be harsh, but also, kind of not.